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(Last published on 28-March-2015)

Its a hectic life but who cares.

New squad, new goals.

Its gonna be tough but we'll find our way.

Together side by side,
you will never walk alone.

Our promises aren't just dreams.

Either to be done or not.

To fulfill what we've vow

What will be, will be 

but the future is not ours to see.

Every dynasty have rises and falls, so support,
because there will be time you'll need the support.

Leading from our own heart,

finding remedy in every fault,
and changing to be the best.
Because you need to cut everything that weight you down,
when sky is the limit.

hati

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim.

Hmm how to start this thing eh?

Pernah tak rasa,

mcm nak pakai tudung labuh.

Tengok orang pakai mcm cantik je.

Tapi everytime nak try,

mesti fikir ala nanti tak itu laa, tak ini laa.

Same goes to instagram.

Rasa mcm nak delete semua gambar tu,

bcs orang cakap,

perempuan tak elok tayang gambar mcm tu.

Actually, rasa nak pakai tudung labuh tu ada, nak delete semua gambar

sendiri dekat insta pon ada, biar tinggal

gambar yg tak nampak muka je 

Tapi hati ni, tak cukup kuat lagi.

Kenapa Allah? 

Kenapa hati aku tak kuat 

untuk buat apa yg Kau suka �

Aku sentiasa tunggu kehadiran

satu hari nanti bila aku 

pakai tudung labuh,

aku suka, aku seronok.

Satu hari nanti bila

aku nak post gambar, aku rasa malu denganMu.

Satu hari nanti bila aku betul-betul 

rasa kenikmatan dalam ibadah tu.

Satu hari nanti bila,

aku sentiasa nak mengenaliMu.

Bila rinduku,

Sayangku,

Dan cintaku,

Hanya untukMu Allah.

Sebagaimana sayangnya Rabiatul Adawiyah kepadaMu, begitu jugalah dengan hati kecil yg mudah lupa ini.

Ya Allah,

Sesungguhnya, hanya Engkau saja yang

mengetahui isi hatiku.

Jadi kau bukakanlah pintu hatiku, permudahkan perjalananku

dalam mencari diriku dan

mengenaliMu.

Sesungguhnya aku tahu selagi aku bernafas, Engkau ada bersamaku. 😟

Allah adalah tuhanku,

Muhammad adalah nabiku,

Al-Quran adalah kitabku,

Islam adalah agamaku.

Ya Allah,

I want you to know that

I accept all your test

with much patience.

If this test means that you love me,

then give me the strength 

to go through all your test.

Kerana sesungguhnya aku tak

kuat Ya Allah.

Please grant me an everlasting patience

to keep on smiling

despite all the test and

the cruel world Ya Allah.

Ya Allah, 

I believe that all this test

will benefits me in my life ahead.

Thank you for always be there

for me through all these bad things.

Please protect me from this world.

Sesungguhnya, hanya engkau sahaja yang

mengetahui segala apa yg aku rasa :')

Kenapelah hati manusia ni senang sangat nak berubah.

Ya Allah,

Help me control my heart

so that my love will always be for you :'(

Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim.

Ya Allah,

Please do not attach

my heart to what's

not written to

be mine :'(



😊malam people

Good night fatimah ☺
Sleeptight, sweetdreams.
Dont let the bed bug bite..
Thank you Allah for today.

salam perkenalan

Okay. Assalamualaikum. This blog should not be something to cry for and shouldn't be like a diary. So my mistake for being emotional in the past post. I would like to delete this blog and create a new one but its to precious. So please ignore the past post and lets start this thing all over again ☺

Orang kata tak kenal maka tak cinta? So I label myself as Fatimah Firdaus. Sixteen. I have obsessive compulsive disorder. I was born on 4th of Syawal 1420H at 12.33 PM. I am addicted to books. I love the colour blue. I love to be alone and I hate working under people, dalam bahasa mudahnya, hate being as a orang bawahan. Im picky with everything I eat. I love maths but Im not good in maths. I usually fall for guys with charming smile and a gentleman ☺ I mind about everything people said to me and Im a perfectionist. I love surprises and I love to shopping. Currently studying at MARA Junior Science College Langkawi and I am perfectly imperfect. 😊

Well that is more than what I should have told you guys so please dont judge me by my writting.