Mana Cinta?

Well today, I read all the message between me my friends.

I miss them.

And suddenly I thought of a question that always in my mind which a friend of mine, 

a close one who asked me a few years ago.

"Kenapa kadang-kadang perasaan cinta tu susah sangat nak datang?

Walau sekuat mana pun kita paksa tapi cinta tak pernah muncul.

Walau orang yang kita cuba untuk cinta tu kawan kita sendiri?"

Well truthfully I also never thought of that, cause it never happens to me.

My love are never forced.

So I didnt answer the question. I just said 

"Entah. Takdir kott."

And then I tried asking other people cause it bothers me.

But I failed, well everyone doesnt know the answer.

Until one day, this very special friend told me a story.

A very beautiful one, called

Mana Cinta?

Cikgu: Rindu?

Rindu: Hadir cikgu.

Cikgu: Benci?

Benci: Saya cikgu!

Cikgu: Kasih?

Rindu: Tak hadir cikgu.

Cikgu: Sayang?

Benci: Sakit cikgu.

Cikgu: Mana cinta?

Benci: Balik cikgu.

Cikgu: Kenapa?

Well why do you think Cinta balik?

Rindu dan Benci: Sebab Cinta tak akan hadir tanpa Kasih dan Sayang :)

Well, nowdays give me a lot scars. People always hurt me.

But I tried to be strong and always learn how to love them.

Because every person that came into my life have their own reason.

Even you, the one that reading this also have one. :)